god I want filthy fucking sex and to not think
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i think i’ve just been hoping and trying for something to happen because i don’t want to talk to anyone about it because once i do then it’s real and then it’s over and then there’s no going back, but i give up. i can’t force it and i need to let go because i’m only making it worse and i’m so sorry.
i haven’t been doing fine without you. things changed once you left and life got hard, but there’s always this sense of relief knowing you’re somewhere out there thinking of me too. just don’t go away forever.
I know you don’t want to put anything on me but I hope you will listen to me on this one thing: you have a lot to live for, and if you can’t think of anything, just think of the only thing that really matters to keep living for, Aspin.
